Tuesday, September 6, 2011

I'm still alive!

....and still not pregnant....boo!

I've been gone for a long while from this blog, but life has just been very busy and hectic this summer.  With work, standing in an October wedding, weekends at camp, keeping the house and family together and organized....blogging just sort of slipped to the waist side.

I'm ovulating right now, and wishing with everything I have that this is the last time that I have to hope, wish and pray that I will get pregnant.

I'm really sick of temping, this month my temps were so sporadic and few and far between that my chart looks pretty bare and confusing.  I took a few OPKs, but not consistently.  I have reached the point where I'm "over it".  Over temping, over OPKs, over getting hopeful then being let down.

Let's be clear, I'm not resentful, I'm not depressed about it....I'm just honestly annoyed.  Why can't I be a fertile myrtle?  I'm a scatterbrain and I hate being so organized with all this TTC stuff already, I want to be lazy again.

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