I've have a really weird feeling while TTC.
I've talked to a few friends about us TTC, but I have not brought it up to my family at all.
I'm going to be 25 in a few weeks, my husband is going to be 32 in September and we're married, but I still feel like if I tell some people and we are TTC that they will disagree with it? Stupid, I know...
I feel like I shouldn't be able to look at baby things or buy OPKs and the like.
...I feel like I'm 16 years old honestly.
When does that feeling switch? When you reach a certain age? When people start asking you when you will start having kids?
We have been married for 7 months, and my Dad has commented a few times about us having kids, but in passing and not outright asking about it. Yesterday, my mom was looking at my friend's baby registry to pick something to buy her and she said "Tell Troy to get his act together so you can have a baby!".
Even with her saying that, I still couldn't tell her we're working on it. I still clear all the history if I'm slacking off at work on the Getting Pregnant board or looking up articles and things like that.
I've heard a few other people who were TTC comment about this, so I wonder if it's common enough. It still makes me nervous though, even when taking pregnancy tests to see if we succeeded that cycle, I get nervous for how to tell everyone and what their reactions would be.
I'm hoping it passes.
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